And I don't even know what exactly to write about what's on my mind. The point is - if we do get the visa we'll be leaving in exactly a month! I can't quite tell you how I feel about that. I do know one thing for sure though - it was weird being in a staff meeting today planning friday nights at the Building for May and June and talking about summer and not being part of it. I mean it was nice to listen and see that there will be a lot of great stuff going on. It's just weird thinking that for the first time in about 7 years I won't be a part of it. I have this really weird mixture of feelings inside me.